Don'tDon't you understand, you're the greatest thing to happen to me since breathing.
My heart is burning with the fire of a thousand suns.
The tree of ash that was once my life has grown new seeds of joy.
So don't bury me now, don't put the fire out, don't cut my pipes down.
Just let me grow a little higher so I can see the beautiful light that comes from your eyes.
JackieThe store's smell reminds me of her's.
Its very essence brings flashbacks.
The red lights remind me of my crimes.
As they project the past on my hands.
Unwanted feelings come back to me.
Haunting memories of heartbreaks.
Choices I made that led to this point.
And the music that I once heard is gone.
Lost deep within side my mind for now.
But hearing her voice will bring it back.
Last Drops of HappinessWords misunderstood, thoughts misused,
Emotions misread, a love that's been abused.
I'm floating in your perfect ocean like an ugly stream of oil,
Except I can't be cleared away.
Don't worry, I'll get better once I rise with the sun,
So I can save that bottle for another day.
Mr. Rusty[This is dedicated to someone who is close to me and is going through a very hard time right now, my only hope is that they get through this alive and well]
As the sky's tears trickle down the barred glass.
She sits on the mat as everything moves too fast.
There can't be anything worse out there.
Than not giving one's own life a care.
But Mr. Rusty will take the pain away.
So don't worry my dear everything will be ok.
He's not biased or even the slightest bit crude.
He doesn't even care if anyone sees him nude.
Just make sure you know he's the one for you.
Because once you choose him I will always be blue.
I will never hear your voice or see your sparkling eyes.
Knowing that you want him so bad really makes me want to cry.
I know I haven't seen you in a really long time.
But if you can hear me please give me a sign.
Tell me there's a chance that you won't try to go for him.
Tell me there's a chance, you won't enter his web of sin.
That vile, putrid, shining spider can rot for all I car
Power OutageThe dials of life are burning out.
I'm losing hope for myself.
Will happiness ever light me up again.
No, it never would do that for me.
And I'm sure it never will.
So I guess that leaves only one left.
And it's so easy to push.
There's no reset button here.
But there is an off switch.
I just wish it wasn't the only option for me.
The Eagle and the WolfThere is a battle that rages on within me.
And it is using up every bit of my energy.
It is a battle of both wits and strength.
Between two sides that use me like a tank.
One side is the soaring and mighty eagle.
It is graceful and never dips down into evil.
Though at times it can come close to falling over the edge.
It always stays high in its nest where it lays its many eggs.
On the other side is the smirking, carnivorous wolf.
Who preys on my downfalls, letting them become engulfed.
The eagle preys on my strengths and everything that is good.
Protecting me from evil, like a true guardian should.
The wolf unfortunately can break the eagle's guard.
Making the ability to let go of my negativity so hard.
Who will truly win this battle, and plant their undying seed?
The answer is quite simple really; it's the one that I feed.
The UnattainableI've put my emotions in a ball.
And then locked them in a safe.
So that they can remain stable.
And never fall out of place.
But now they've been stolen.
By someone I once trusted.
Someone who always talked to me.
But now our relationship is busted.
Like a watch hitting the concrete.
All of the cogs are falling out of place.
Like what my emotions are doing now.
These depressing memories I can't erase.
Why did our paths ever cross.
If we'd just be parting in the end.
I guess she was just the same as everyone else.
Always giving me a bruise I could never mend.
Can I Be Your Lover Please?I think I'm in love with you, but I don't know how to say it.
I want to tell you how I feel, but honestly I think I should just quit.
If you say yes then it means I was right in giving it a try.
But if you say no then maybe it's because I was too shy.
There could always be other reasons too.
Of why I'm not that special guy for you.
But in all honestly, I really want it to be you.
Because you make my heart sing even better than I do.
I don't really know the best way to say these words so simple and few.
But I guess all I really want to say in the end is, I Love You.♥
A King's GambitI have made an oath that I intend to live by.
That I will never talk to you even after I die.
For it was you who took what I had left.
And was always the reason why I wept.
But now I've become stronger than ever before.
For I will not become your pawn of love anymore.
Instead it is now I who has become the King.
In this game we have played that is obscene.
I have played my pieces and made my moves.
While you planned to take me down in one swift groove.
Yes you may have taken all the pieces to and from.
But I still have one more pawn on the square of A7.
And when it reaches A8 there's not much left you can do.
Except trying to finish me off with those last rooks of two.
But after I have finally obtained my new Queen you'll only want forgiveness.
After all you tried going up against an Expert when you were only a novice.
So as our pieces move around the board.
It's getting to that point where you'll drop your sword.
And resign once and for all from this shameful game.
Of never letting me