Self-Cutting of the MindI am burdened by my past mistakes.
Ones that I will never be able to erase.
Like a cut of the flesh so quick and clean.
My deeds have been written on my memory.
The scars I bear leave an interesting feeling.
Of self-loathing and things so unforgiving.
There is no stain remover to clean my mind.
I guess there are some things I can't leave behind.
My dark past can't be cleaned by redemption.
Nor can it be healed by never ever being mentioned.
It will always stand the test of time.
Even until after I've left and died.
So what's the point in living if pain is all we ever make?
It's simple really, just live and learn from your mistakes.
My Everything and AllI gave you everything and more, and you took it all.
You didn't spare anything, and now I'm against a wall.
I'm by myself with nothing, at least that's what you left me.
I want you back still, but the pain you gave is still too heavy.
Why do I still love you, or even talk to you in the hallway.
I should hate everything about you, but I can't let you go away.
Your a curse on my heart and soul, when you look at me with those eyes.
It takes my breath away quite literally, when I think about the reasons why.
Can't you see what you're doing to me, with your ways and looks.
It makes me sick just to think about it, you played me till I got hooked.
Take it all away please, I don't want to see your face ever again.
You took my heart from me, and threw it into the drainage basin.
If I could take one thing, it would be your ability to love another.
Oh but wait a minute, you never had that to begin with lover.
So go find someone else new, who will give you everything and all.
Then you can do it al
Ode to My ShoesIf I could have one wish,
It would be to repair my shoes.
Because they help to warm my feet,
And prevent them from getting bruised.
I've had you two for a while now,
Ever since I could remember.
Alright fine I've had you since '08,
But that doesn't mean you don't matter.
You've been all around the world,
And even across the country.
I can't think of any other pair,
That I'd like to have for another century.
You've been covered in dirt and ink,
And have even fallen in the dirtiest puddle.
But you stayed strong till the end,
And put up the greatest struggle.
There are so many memories,
Way too many to count.
I think the worst of all,
Was getting you out of Monty's mouth.
But the best of them all,
Was probably the trip to Greece.
It was during the Summer,
Which was hot to say the least.
We went to Mykonos and Crete,
We trailed through the Santorini streets.
We sailed across the Mediterranean Sea,
I can't think of a better place to be.
Your soul is stronger than most,
Putting up with my hu
Death of a ComedianHe made them laugh till they cried
But no one cared for him when he died
His jokes and antics were always great
Although sometimes they'd make people irate
No one ever thought that his reign would end
At least that was until he had to shave his head
Then everyone quivered with fear
And even let out a small tear
As a man of laughter and hope
Would be killed by a dying joke
Now as he lies there in his bed shivering
Wondering if his life was worth living
His loved ones are there by his side all the many
At least they would be if there were any
A comedian gives everything and all
But no one bothers to give him a call
He makes people laugh and gives hope
But does he ever have any? Nope
As his final breaths are being breathed
No one is around to fill his needs
He needs a glass of water! Someone help him
But no one hears the call as his lights go dim
As he lies i
Magnet Eyes of LightShe had magnet eyes for my glass heart...
Any sane man wouldn't look into them if they were smart...
For what would come afterwords would be an everlasting hell...
Of taking in that painful scent of loveless smell...
It creeps through my pores and invades my soul...
Like a forgotten song in the midnight cold...
I wish I could look away and forget to whom they belong...
But they always keep calling me back like a siren's song...
The only way out is to stand up and speak...
Yet I cannot look away for the pain is too deep...
For the feelings they bring cannot be described...
If only they were the ones I wouldn't have to hide...
So as I learn to let go and move on...
From those eyes of light that make looking into them so wrong...
I begin to feel that sensation running through my body again...
Like a drug I want to come back for another shot of Ah-pen-yen...
They taunt me and make me feel worthless...
Knowing that I can never gaze into them makes me scream curses...
If only they weren't so
As I Fall Into The AbyssI still can't believe that, you weren't the one for me.
Was I supposed to be happy that we were just friends?
Or was I to cry because that's all we'd ever be?
But I can't cry anymore, you've drained me completely dry.
I fell for you without a parachute, and decided to give love a try.
But now my story is coming, to its cliché and inevitable end.
As I race my last and final tear, and begin my long descend.
Down I fall all the way, back to that familiar and haunting place.
It's where we first met, and I glanced into your unforgettable face.
But don't worry I'll be there soon, and then we can all have a good laugh.
Well at least you can, because I'll be on the pavement with my face split in half.
Oh, and I have one last request my darling, before I reach the ground floor.
Remember to let the vultures eat what's left, so you can't destroy me anymore.
This is all I ask of you my love, even though we were never really that close.
If only you were meant to be with me, then I wouldn't end
Crazy in LoveIf you fall I will be there to catch you.
And if you're sick I will bring a tissue.
No matter what the cost.
I will find you if you're lost.
And if you ever feel annoyed.
I will be there to fill the void.
And if your heart becomes dark in the night.
I will be there every day with the light.
Nothing in this world can ever prevent me.
From helping you whenever you feel empty.
And if you should ever feel close to death.
I will be there with you till your last breath.
If Beauty Could EnvyWhy do the clouds never cry?
Why do the birds always fly?
Why are the lilies so shy?
Why does the sun always shine?
Is there a real reason here?
For why these actions appear?
Is the answer far from near?
Or is it just you my dear?
The Hopeless RomanticI wish you could be my valentine he said.
As he spoke to her in that broken voice.
He knew their love was already dead.
But then again it was really his choice.
He walked away without a word.
His tears falling till they hit the curb.
His shy mind was just one weakness.
For you see he gave up the chance to be with a godess.
Instead he decided to walk alone.
Along that road he's always known.
Never giving in to his thoughts or feelings.
Never Wanting comfort from other human beings.
He truly sounds like such a horrible sight to see.
I wish I could laugh at him too but sadly that lonely person is me.